December is when it started i call it December Depression it follows me through the seasons ...When your gone the days don't matter just want them to be over.
When I awake each day deep memories fall into place. instead of the new the old remain my insanity insists its all the same Wish I could say I wish it were a dream.. but my dreams have turned into tortured thoughts ..ones that force me to scream break out in tears and wish my life away..
December Depression sinks under my skin colder then the snow biting at my body my spirit is drained..Frozen it cant escape... As I wait at my window for your return ... I watch the seasons go over and over... leaves they fall.. the grass turns green.. flowers die and then they grow but still my heart remains the same.. my abyss does not leave...
Each season brings me low, lower then the season before...As I wait for your return spring comes in a rush it brings the rain yet it fails to wash away my pain im still stuck in this abyss of loneliness..
Im stuck in this life it just wont change
December Depression has the best of me ....the death of me
It just wont go away....Why did you walk away?
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